Formula of Relationship

Today
Nothing to blog
But still want to blog
Also don't know what I am doing now

What appears in my mind is,
SLEEP and TIRED and GIVE UP
Every time I say GIVE UP
It might not really happen

WHY
May be I am not stubborn enough

Actually
I found that
There are many girls like him already
Include my course and his course

I don’t have any confidence to win his heart
I don’t want to get hurt at all before I really fall into him
I don't think that I have any fairy hope on him
All of them are FAKE

Thus
I choose to LOSE
In relationship
I still am a systematic person
I have my own FORMULA

There are 4 Stages to start a relationship
1. Impress on him
(I will think he is the best and a good guy for me)
2. Try to know about him
(His news, background, family, behavior)
3. Escape from him
(Found that I'm not his cup, many girls surround him)
4. Hate him
(Not to treat him at all or try to realize him)
Lastly
Close FILE

I like a person
I will really like him
No matter what he is
As he did not choose me
I will choose to give up
Just want to say
THANK YOU

^^ That's my relationship ^^

BANG !!!!!!!!

Car Accident

Date: 20-07-2009
Time: 11:30pm
Venue: Bukit Jalil
Ticket: Free

Director: ME
Actors: 2 Malays and ME

Synopsis:
One day, a girl drive home lately
Suddenly, a car break accidentally
As she break as hard as she can,
Still knock the car in front of hers

The car - WAJA -
Her car - KELISA -
Waja: 刮伤一点点而已
Kelisa: 1. 车盖翻开 2. 车牌破碎 3. 车身凹陷

疲态万分的我，惊吓过度的我；
成功说服他们。不需报警赔偿，
反而得到同情；赔偿精神损失。
没有接受好意，虚心道歉答谢；
万般责备一身，无奈接受现实。
修理费一千元，自己承担一切。

我，没有沮丧心情，
我，只有坐立不安；
我，夜晚惊醒数次，
我，心灵暗地受创。

对不起，谢谢你 ^^

Dislike @ ME

Last night
Cannot watch ASTRO already
Don't know what happen on it

This morning
12:00thg repaired at last
Happy ^^

Watching 313 now
Nothing have happened on ME
Just feel tired

08:30am Pasar Malam
10:30pm back home
03:00am sleep
08:30am wake up
09:00am Pasar
10:30am back home

Never Mind la
Will recover later

However
Just don't like somebody

who don't know what they want

I really don't like this kind of person

Please think before make decision
I know sometime really hard to make it
Just try to minimize this troublesome
Just make me feel messy and...

Even if it is tough,
- PLEASE -

As I am a systematic person
Just expressing what I dislike
- Sorry -
If hurting somebody

Pong Family @ Good GirL

Sorry
Long time did not stay at home already
I will become your Guai daughter
Start from next Friday

Today

I have to become a good GirL

Stay at home

Cook for myself

Go Pasar Malam
Buy many things with my sister

Today
My sister does not work
She went out in the early morning
She back in the late evening

We still go out with parents
4 of us go out together at 8:45pm
We back at 10:30pm
Mama and Papa went to TESCO
Sister and ME went to Pasar Malam

Even if we went different place
We still think about each other
4 of us will buy something for each other

For example,
I bought Blueberry Cake for Mama
Mama bought Sponge Cake for Me
Sister bought Kuih for Papa
Papa bought Vitagen for Sister

I love my Family
This feeling will be hidden in my heart forever

Tomorrow is Family Day
Long time 6 of us did not went out together already
Hope this memory will come back soon

Pong Family
The Happiness Memory
Hope will come true in the future

Senior Junior Night

Aiya

Don't know why?

After school
SICK again

Flu
Cough
SoreThroat
Headache
Diarrhea
Oedema
Are these symptoms of H1N1?

I don't think so

(No FEVER at all)

Today
Senior Junior Night
It's quite HIGH
We all enjoy it

I know some of the juniors ^^
Sharon, Amelia, Iris, Cai Li, Serah...

Lee Ting, Lee Jun, Hoi Yi, Wai Lee…

Zhen Wei, Yan Ru, Ah Beng, Wen Hui, Tsu Hui...
Really too much for me

Can’t remember at this moment
However, still can recognized their faces
Don’t worry, still have time to remember all of them

Hope this batch junior can adapt this environment
As soon as possible la
Don’t be so stresses ^^

Junior
Hope u all enjoy TODAY
On the other hand
My heart is bleeding at this moment
I heard that some junior say me 38

Really sad and hurt me T.T
That's my personality
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Never mind…

Lastly
You will know who I am
Accept, Adapt and Change~

Nice to meet u, My Mentee
I Love u all, Junior ^^

倒霉的几天

最近好倒霉喔…
不是受伤，就是生病；
不是生病，就是心伤。

脸上的疤痕越来越多了，
不想再受伤了。
刀片的锋利，PenDrive的坚硬，
真的让我受够了。

身上的淤青越来越大块了，
不要再伤害我。
WeiJie 的2次冲撞，CY的3次踩踏，
已经没有感觉了。

Ah Thye 今天带我们去吃扒饭，
一开车，就撞到栏杆了…
吃完晚餐后，打算去 The Store 逛街。

途中竟然遇见警察，
6个人，没有人系上安全带；
6个人，不允许后座4乘客；
6个人，竟然非法乱闯禁地。

原本需要开罚单，最后还是不变的结局
- RASUAH -
警察说：Saya sangat budi bicara
警察说: Kamu gentleman, Saya juga gentleman
这就是马来西亚的警察，可悲啊！

原本 RM780的红炸弹
现在 RM50的喝茶小帖
相差很多吧？

The Store 逛街的同时，遇见Cafeteria 的Auntie
当时还有人搂着我的腰 （做示范而已）
我们被她吓了一跳，她也愣在那儿了
当我们重返案发现场，没有警察了
看来，应该去 Mamak 和咖啡了吧？

返回IMU Open Car Park的时候,
还是躲不过大门锁上的命运 （第三次了）
昨天也是一样 （11:00pm 上到山上才发现）
惨…惨…惨…

看来，真的需要去还神了
找一天去天后宫拜拜

GoodBye Guy

Don’t know why?
Feeling on him seems disappeared already
Should I be happy about this news?

Hey, GUY
I would not need you again

However,
You have given me precious memories
I would remember forever

We are Friend right now
But, you will not know I like you before
Just want to express my feeling on here
Even if everyone knows about it
You will not know the truth at all

Why?
Because you do not pay attention on me at all
You did not notice me before
You will not choose me forever
Because I am not your type
Because you don’t love me

This relationship should not be here
Just leave it in my heart space
And hidden it up

What I want to tell you is,
Goodbye guy

Man @ Mad @ Maid

时间可以冲淡一切
感情不能永远存在

对我而言，
爱情不代表什么…
没有爱情，
可能就是我最大的幸福

男人，
没有你们真的这么困难吗？
不，一点也不！

男人而已吗，
没有他们仍然能够活下去

这样子也好，
开心了 ^^
宣泄了一下下，
不错不错～

Love you is nothing

Hate you become everything

No one know me at all

unless collect all my best friends

Change Myself - Pong

From now

I am not satelite again

Coz this is quite exhausted

I don like tat kind of expression

- Doubt -

- Not Willing -

- You force ME -

I really don like tat kind of eyesight

- seems like hating me -

- seems like commenting me -

My objectives are very simple

- Understanding someone -

- Knowing someone -

- Curious bout smthg interesting -

Ok, Nvm

I wont force u all tell me smthg dy

I'm not interesting bout these

All of these really hurt me

Wat I can say is,

- SORRY -

My curiousity made you scared

My caring made you uncomfortable

My word made you feel troublesome

From now

I'll start to change myself

bcom a gal who is

- SIMPLE -
- not GEPO -

- not WacKYGuRL -

Well

Goodbye, Wacky-GurL

This is wat I can do from now

No Soul, but Body

ChuJin

LIKE n LOVE

Question: "Will u say I Love You? "
Answer: "Yes, I will !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

However
I wont say when I'm luving someone

 When I din love him dy

I will tell him that I Love him before

Quite Freaky?

coz I'm Wacky-GurL

Actually
All my frenz din support me
while I fall in love to somebody

They say this is unworthy

??? WHY ???
There are some reasons:
1. He treats every gal oso very good

2. I'm not his cup of tea

3. I wont put so much effort on him

juz see him then see him lol

din see him then din see him lol

I know
- We are impossible -

- I wont chase him -

That's wat my mind tell me
If he really like me, he will chase me

If not, tat's doesn't a matter

Like you --------- YES

Love you ------ NO ??

Hate you ----- May be

At tis moment

- U still in my Heart -

But u wont feel it~

Remember

The guys who familiar with me

almost are my BROs
Dont mix BRO n BoyBoy together

I like BRO

I Love BoyBoy

EMO Expression

haha...
really long time din post any things in my blog dy ^^
Hope nvm la~

Nowadays, I very very EMO
Y?
coz I really cant accept somebody attitude~

However,
i hv 2 try 2 adapt all of them
Accept, Adapt n Change
This is wat I can do from now

Dancing
Actually I really like to dance
However,
now there is not anymore

Haha
there are many reason make me start to beware from it
Actually is my frenz attitude la
Nvm la, EMO for a while only

After the orientation
wont hv any contact dy leh?
of coz still will say 'HI' la
or, I will change my mind leh?
Still donno yet
But,
I really not satisfied v this kind of attitude!
NoNoNo
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

U see, this make me sick liao
The immune system not strong enough yet
3 days dy bcom serious again...
2moro still hv dance practice 4pm until donno???

Woooooooooooooooooooo
If I were a Boy change all the steps liao
Woooooooooooooooooooo
If I were a Boy hv 2 follow other dance step liao
Woooooooooooooooooooo
What a pity n hazardous truth for me
Woooooooooooooooooooo
I hv 2 rmb again all the steps liao
Woooooooooooooooooooo
I really wan die liao

Happy? Unhappy?
I don hv any chance 2 judge it
Anyway, I still support my fren~

She always worry about me
I always made her worry
She always feel sad bout me
I always made her sad

Really sorry
I really donwan bcom like tis de
But I cant control myself
This is wat my hormone hv done 2 my mind...

What can I tell u is,
I wont give up even if I say I'll give up
Coz I wont let u disappointed

Haha...
use simple english still can write so long ^^
use broken english still can expressed my feeling~
However, if I us e chinese may b better than english 10X ^^

Nvm la~
This blog oso don hv ppl see gua ^^
Juz wan to expressed my feeling only

I cannot shout in my house
I cannot throw anything to the wall
I cannnot hurt myself again
I cannot run to the centre of the road
Coz I don hv the strength 2 do such things

Fever-ING
Still go out v frenz
Coz wan 2 support my frenz~
I luv them ^^
Muakkkkkkkkkkkkksssssssssssssssssssssss

Today is Saturday
Boring Saturday
Nth 2 eat de Saturday
- CHAM -