贪婪的追求，吝啬的舍弃

Should I still love a GUY?
or, choose a gal rather than guy?

I fell tired already
I know, I don have boyfriend before
That's why
You all will think that I wont hurt that much

Actually, you all are wrong
The guy I like before
I really like them
Yet, I was falling in them

I'll care about every word they say
I'll care about every motion they done
When I heard my friend comment such things to me

What I feel is,
- HURT -
Very very hurt, actually

Dont have boyfriend
that's not my fault
Do u think i don hv ppl chase b4?
Do u think i really so failure?

The things in my mind is,
I don like - I wont accept -
I like - I scared to accept -
coz I din fall in love with them
I will accept when I really love them

3 years - 2 guys -
2 n a half year is the secondary school guy
half year is the guy in IMU
They hurt me deeply until i scared to love any guy again

Should I become BISEXUAL ???
♥ May Be ♥

I wont miss u again, GUY~
I choose to escape from you
I choose to distruct the memory about you
I choose to delete all the things of you
ALL UR THINGY
That's why every ppl will say,
- You are too CRUEL -

In fact,
I scared I will cry
 - When you hurt me again
I scared I will regret later
 - When I really fall in you again
I scared you treat me as ICE
- When I try to chat with you
I scared my heart will be dump
- When I saw you post lovely things
but these such things are not for me

Our relationship not same as last time
It's OVER