Tuesday, September 1, 2009

流泪的日子


今天
流泪流了很久
从早上流泪到下午

好累啊!
不是普通的累
而是崩溃的累
是心力绞碎的那种累

朋友啊,
我实在是对不起你们
让你们担心了

今天的我
不断的流泪
不断的狂笑
不断的生气
不断的自闭
看来我真的是吃太多奶粉了

其实很感激你们对我的包容
包容我这个又固执又撒娇的家伙
接受我这个性格烂脾气坏的朋友

反驳我,让我从睡梦中醒觉
嘲笑我,让我接受残酷事实

这些不是讽刺,
而是真正的鼓励与关怀

眼泪,
又流下来了…
好啦,是时候擦干了
是时候从失败中醒悟

谢谢
子健,你的一句话让我醒悟
嘉桓,你对我那份关怀与爱
海宁,你那替我可怜的眼神
婉薇,你的责骂就是我的爱

贪婪的追求,吝啬的舍弃


Should I still love a GUY?
or, choose a gal rather than guy?

I fell tired already
I know, I don have boyfriend before
That's why
You all will think that I wont hurt that much

Actually, you all are wrong
The guy I like before
I really like them
Yet, I was falling in them

I'll care about every word they say
I'll care about every motion they done
When I heard my friend comment such things to me

What I feel is,
- HURT -
Very very hurt, actually

Dont have boyfriend
that's not my fault
Do u think i don hv ppl chase b4?
Do u think i really so failure?

The things in my mind is,
I don like - I wont accept -
I like - I scared to accept -
coz I din fall in love with them
I will accept when I really love them

3 years - 2 guys -
2 n a half year is the secondary school guy
half year is the guy in IMU
They hurt me deeply until i scared to love any guy again

Should I become BISEXUAL ???
♥ May Be ♥

I wont miss u again, GUY~
I choose to escape from you
I choose to distruct the memory about you
I choose to delete all the things of you
ALL UR THINGY
That's why every ppl will say,
- You are too CRUEL -

In fact,
I scared I will cry
 - When you hurt me again
I scared I will regret later
 - When I really fall in you again
I scared you treat me as ICE
- When I try to chat with you
I scared my heart will be dump
- When I saw you post lovely things
but these such things are not for me

Our relationship not same as last time
It's OVER

 

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