RESULT ??? no...

scared...

scared until insomnia

scared until fast heartbeat

scared until withdraw

listening music...

classical, tears...

sad song, tears...

happy, tears too...

watch tv...

happy ending, tears...

nth happen, tears too..

there is no cry in my house
the tears only in my eye
din drop down
even is saturated in my eyes

wat in my mind...

result... pass? fail?

pass? fail?

pass? fail?

pass? fail?

PASS?????

hope so....

tears drop without stopping

i donno y... i cant control it

i keep thinking of the result

 the time is nearer

my heartbeat is faster

I din tell my family

i donwan let them knoe

knoe they hv a such stupid daughter

tis is the 1st time i cant guarantee my result

may b is the time 2 lose

last time my fren know how 2 play taro

still rmb my fren told me...

my academic result will worse n worse n worst

accelerate v my growing age

i try to not trust the result

I try 2 do my best

I try 2 trust myself...

but now i know i cant

I very scared... very scared... very scared...

the worst academic result ???

worse than UEC result ???

may b...

although wan 2 withdraw

but i cant...

IMU Performance

- Journey of Suffering -

Date: 05.06.2009 (Friday)
Time: 3:00pm - 6:00pm

Venue: International Medical University (IMU)

Admission: RM12, 800 - RM 16, 200

Contact: IMU AAD @ 03-27317343
 Synopsis: The Moment when Having Result

Script Writer: Dean, Prof Peter Pook

Directors: IMU lecturers

Actors: Students who intake of July 2008

BPharm, Nutrition and Dietetics, Biomedical,
Biotechnology, Psychology, Pharmaceutical Chemistry

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Happy or Depress?
Satisfy or Disappointed?
- Depends on you -
 Pong Chu Jin, one of the actors
Pass in her Sem2 EOS
What's her feeling is,
Hope to get a better result in next semester
What's her advice is,
Really can't BREATH at this momen

Thanks for your Attention

EOS - Day 5 -

Dear Semester 2,

Lastly, I have finished my EOS~
Relieve? Happy? or High?
Wow, don't know how to describe my feeling already
Hehe ^^

- Basic Biochemistry -
Last night,
I study from 9pm until 4am
Today,
I exam from 9am until 10am
Study 7 hours = Exam 1 hour
How can I balance this equation?

Don't want think too much already

Eat, Eat and Eat

- My Lunch @ Shogun -
Shogun Japanese Buffet

N&D + Daniel RoomMate

Shogun Palace

Steamboat

Finish already

ByeBye, Shogun

Actually we want to go watch show
As Stone late already,
We have to change our plan

* Sob Sob *

Me and JiaHuan
Planned to go FunFair or Pasar Malam
He rejected again
BLERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

- My Dinner @ William Mamak -
Me, AiLing, Lynx, Stone, GuoHao, KangWei
Eat Very Big de Western Food
Until Vomit

Stone Order de Ribena Longan

Signature Cuisine @ Seafood Spaghetti

Chicken Chop

EOS - Day 4 -

Dear Midnight again

Yesterday

Kien Kien force me and AiLing

Accompanied him to study

- Principle of Financial Accounting -

Should I thank him?

- Yes -

Without him,

I will not study all the Lecture 1

Without him,

I will not know what is

- Users of Accounting System -

Without him,

I must feel hard to remember

- Accounting Concept -

Thank You, Kien Kien

Should I thank AiLing?

- Of course -
* She is My God - AiLing-ism *

Without her,

I will not know how to do the Cash Flow

Without her,

I will not practice the Cash Flow exercise

Without her,
I will not choose Q1
- Cash Flow -

Yet, she choose Q2
- Balance Sheet -

Thanks

AiLing, Kien Kien, Jia Huan, Wen Wei

♥ You ♥

Muakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkssssssssssssssssss~

EOS - Day 3 -

Dear Sunset,

Food Culture and Nutrition
There are 32 notes I need to study

As I have played for 2 days,
I have to study all these notes in 1 day.
Wow, I am a SuperWoman

On Sunday,

I study from 11pm until 4am
This become my - STUDY TIME -

However

What I can blame is
- ME -

Yet I finish today's exam
I felt very unworthiness
Since there are no Q out from
- International Food Culture -

Never mind
At least I have studied all of them
At least I have done all the Questions
I do not feel any regret or sorry

Go

Continue Financial Accounting

How can I become like this?

When I become like this?

Why I become like this?

All of these start

Since studying in IMU

My life become full of stress

* STRESS, STRESS and STRESS *

EOS - DAY 2 -

Dear Midnight,

There are many - First Time - today

First Time study overnight

First Time study until full with tears

First Time sleep for 1 ½ hours

First Time sleep overnight at Sofa
First Time sleep alone
First Time be the security guard

First Time my sister come to ask me sleep

First Time I reject my sister
First Time she wake up early for prepare breakfast
First Time she take care of me

First Time late for EXAM

First Time having communication exam

First Time I done something idiot

First Time toilet for twice during exam

First Time feel energetic without tiredness

First Time laugh in the exam hall
First Time eat Asam Laksa

First Time place the result aside

First Time just think about you

Today

- The First Time -

EOS - DAY 1 -

Dear Day 1 EOS,

- Lifespan Nutrition -
Is it Easy or Hard?
Actually, I don’t know

- Question -

What is DETERMINE?

- Answer -

Oh, My GOD - AiLing -
You really are my GOD
All of these are too detail
How come I know?

I don't want think anything alreadi

Just want to EAT

- My Lunch -

At this moment, my emotional is very fluctuate
Feel angry? Feel normal? Feel Sad?

- Ban Mee Curry -
This curry quite spicy

** Tasty ** ( 2 stars )

My fluctuating emotions have gone ^^
I become HAPPY again

- Day 2 # Communication -
Scared, scared n scared
Who can help me?
Or, just KILL me